They Were the Three Bears... I was Goldilocks.



Ever had that moment when you just KNOW something is going to go wrong? When the hairs on the back of your neck stand up for no apparent reason? Well, I've had plenty of those moments.

Moments where you feel like your being watched.
Moments when you can't sit still.
Moments when you realize that something isn't right.

Been there, done that.

Growing up I was always the odd one out, but though highschool, I became the one everyone knew, everyone liked, everyone came to for advice, for company, for a good laugh. I wasn't the outcast anymore, or so I thought.

Only after graduation did I realize that my "friends" were full of bullshit. That I was being used and taken advantage of by people who didn't give two rats' asses about me.

That moment when your fears, Happen.

When the people you held dear finally turn their backs on you and leave you to the wolves. It hurts, and leaves you paralyzed. Only when someone proves they care can the paralysis leave. Lucky for me, someone picked me back up out of the nothingness.

I know I'm not the most eloquent writer, nor do I really have that, "pull-you-in" type of writing, but I do know that I can write in a way, and about certain topics, that get to people.

Some of my posts are funny, I know, but many of them are much darker, much more emotional, much more down to earth. I'm not sure where I was going with this post, I guess its just random ramblings as I sit at work and bore myself, maybe its more, who knows?

Peace, Love, and Chicken Grease