Superstition Always Gets the Best of Me

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This card.

This one.

Right here.

This one is scaring me shitless.

Why, you ask?

Well.

Let me give you it's meaning:

Failure to put plans into action. Striving for unattainable goals. Lack of communication between dreams and reality. Failure of a promising looking enterprise. Great plans that do not come to fruition. A retreat from reality into fantasy.

Are you fucking kidding me?

It's the DAY OF my meeting with my Navy recruiter (who will be joined by my father[ex-navy], and my lovely fiance). Is this some sort of bad omen that I shouldn't go?

Damn you facebook and your Tarot Card of the Day App!

Okay, breathe. (Not like I could go without doing that -_-;;)

Most likely I'm just being a superstitious cunt and I need to relax.

But... what if I'm not? What if this really is some sign for me not to even try?

Me? Not try? HA!

Okay, mini-rant is over. Ciao lovlies.